Today is the day, the day I should call. If you read yesterday's post then you recall how my dear and I hit rock-bottom discussing about when I should make the call. The conclusion remained vague so the consensus, if any, could be that I would call today.
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| We had a pasta at Mezzo, Neuchâtel |
At the time it is just over one in the afternoon and I haven't called yet. It's funny: I want to call, but at the same time I don't want. I know that it would be so much easier if I had called already. Not only would I feel much more relax; it would make my dear happy; it would advance the issue related to the call; it would make me happy because it would get things moving again... and yet: I don't want to call. It must be some kind of inertia. A nag for stability. Or maybe just a stable instability, because let's face it: our situation only seems stabilized. Yes, we are married. Yes, we spend a lot of time together. Yes, we are still able to eat and do what we like (more or less). Yes, we are able to study. Yes, we are happy... but there is just one more "yes" that will divert the shit to the fan: Yes, our money is running out fast!
So, I guess in the end it would be better to just make the call. And maybe it would be best if I stick to the word "end" and really make the call upon ending this post. So, you all know what I'm doing for the next 5 minutes... (after I went to the "loo", hehe)
iNR
1 comment:
tu as bien raison de dire que nous sommes bien stables maintenant, vu que nous pouvons dormir ensemble tous les soirs! yesss!! :)
J`aime tout ce que tu ecris, j`aime tes mots et tes manieres de s`exprimer...
...et j`aime egalement ta maniere d`eviter un simple appel a tout prix!
apparemment tu aimes aussi ma maniere de te pousser de l`inertie ;-)
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